The art prompt in the online art class I’m taking was to find a famous still life and paint your own copy of it, then play with digitizing and embellishing your painting.
Okay. Time for the Inner Critic to show up big time.
First, the voice tried to convince me that I don’t even like still life paintings as I spent hour upon hour browsing through the still life works of the masters (Cezanne, Degas, Picasso, Van Gogh, etc, ad nauseam).
What the voice was REALLY saying, though, was something along the lines of, “That one’s too hard. You’ll never manage all that detail. Find something simpler. Good luck! You’ll never be good at this. You can’t paint,” etc, ad nauseam.
When the really cool thing about this project is that whether or not the painting itself turns out amazing, you can completely transform it through all these fabulous ipad apps with filters and glazes and painterly textures. Now THAT is right up my digital alley!
So, I told the Inner Critic to take a hike. I picked a very modern abstract still life . . .
and I did my best to paint it . . .
Not fabulous, but not horrible. A kind of weird mix of abstract hard lines with a more impressionistic rendering of the flowers – certainly not the beautiful abstract crispness of the original art. But all in all, not bad. Now for the fun part . . . I scanned it in and got it loaded on my iPad for some digital play. Kept a number of iterations, but here’s the one I continued on with – a watercolor and ink version rendered through the Waterlogue app.
I liked the way this was softened – it took on a nice glow. The black “ink” lines gave it a funky cool look, too. So, I printed this version out (on matte photo paper) and did a little embellishing with Caran D’Ache Neocolor II watercolor crayons and Prismacolor paint pens.
Now, that washed out blank area to the bottom right was just begging for a caption, so one more time into the scanner for some final text editing in Photoshop. There are iPhone and iPad apps that can add text, like Over, but I’m more familiar with the options in Photoshop and I have tons of fonts there already.
So here’s the final piece: “Bloom as only you can bloom!”
I’m trying to do just that . . . by learning new tools and techniques, asking my Inner Critic to be quiet while I play, not worrying too much about results, trying lots of different possibilities and, finally, creating something uniquely my own.
2 thoughts on “Bloom as only YOU can Bloom!”
I love the theme of this piece and the eventual message of “Bloom as only can bloom!” It’s so important to create freely and restrain the ‘inner critic’. I find the evolutions of the art itself beautiful, as well as the reminder to “play”. Bravo!
Thanks, Nicole! I am continuing to learn how to tune out the critical voice and let my innate creativity come out to play. As in life, the joy and pleasure of the journey is as (or more!) important as the final product.